urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:emoxloverx xsickxofxrealityx xsickxofxrealityx 2007-04-08T09:47:32Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:emoxloverx:898 2007-04-08T09:47:32Z 2007-04-08T09:47:32Z A story I wrote meeself.&nbsp;&nbsp; Kind of gory and gross... As I do not have a scanner yet I am kind of confined to posting my grosser stories and pics I find online.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />I hope this is ok..<br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Read more..."><br />Dedicated to my friends at SMYW.com <br /><br />HUMANITY - <br /><br /><br />I am perfect... <br /><br />I felt the cold marble tiles press aginst my feet with every step I took, with every breath I took, with every blink I made to close out the world around me and feel black for just a jiffy. And then a light ahead of me. And a cold tile pressed into my flesh. And black. <br /><br /><br />Stopping for a breif moment I looked at the shining ahead of me, a silver glow and for a moment, I did not see black, I did not feel a new tile, I did not breath. I just looked down at the blood spilling from three accuratly placed knife wounds, and from inbetween my legs. I looked back up at the light, and coghed as puke spewed from my mouth and I fell to the ground, feeling the cold marble tiles press up against my entire body. I laughed as the vile liqued dripped down onto my chest and the floor. <br /><br />This was perfect. <br /><br />I am perfect.... <br /><br />I found it harder and harder to blink and breath and feel with every passing moment. This life was ending for me. I laughed even harder while plunging a hand into one of my wounds. Digging deeply in it with my nails, indulging in the pain, I finally was able to break through my muscle and tendons.. <br /><br />I was finally able to break through my humanity and achive compleat perfection. <br /><br />I made a wheezing noise as my wound gushed, bacteria festering up beneath my fingernails and in my cuts and rectum. My mouth caulked and I started to heive through my nose, vomit being snorted with each breath I took... <br /><br />I pulled my hand out, each muscle tence in my arm, each blink so hard to make, each wound pulsating, each tile cold. <br /><br />This was death. <br /><br />This was perfection. <br /><br /><br />I closed my eyes to meet black, and to challenge my maker in a war of perfection. <br /><br /><br /><br />FIN <br /><br /><br />Comments appreciated. <br /><br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:emoxloverx:550 2007-04-02T09:56:22Z 2007-04-02T09:56:22Z <p><em><font color="#ff00ff" size="3">Hi there.. Uhmm.. I am new. I just wanted to say hi...&nbsp; I am always up for meeting friends and having a good time chatting, any questions, dont hesitate to IM or PM me...&nbsp;<br /><br />Have a good April Fools!<br /><br /><br />:D</font></em></p>